| Location | Beith, Ayrshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 28/03/2003 |
| Date of Death | 28/03/2003 |
| Visitors | 605 since 17/10/2007 |
| Creator |
*Ellie MacBeath*
*Fell Asleep on 28th March 2003*
*2 hours 22 minuts old*
*She was severely premature*
*A Tribute From Mummy*
My little Angel,
My little girl,
You were so tiny,
So fragile a cute,
I miss you every single day,
I wish you were here in my arms,
To see you talk,
To see you walk,
To here your cry,
To dry your eyes,
Darling, I love you till it hurts.
My darling baby girl was born at 24 weeks and 2 days gestation. I was in hospital a week before I
gave birth as my cervix opened. The doctors stopped my labour and gave me steroids. I wasn't allowed
out my bed. I was bleeding heavily on and off. Then 1 week and 1 day later on the 28th of March 2003
I was awake all night with back ache, then when I got up in the morning to go to the toilet a
massive ammount of blood came away. I was then told I was in full labour with nothing left for the
doctors to do. Ellie was born at 2.46pm. The peadiatricians did all they could for her but she was
just too small. I just wish I could of had a cuddle before she died. Ellie my darling my heart is
breaking, I love you more than anything.
*A Tribute From Your Little Sister*
I may not have seen you,
I know your there,
My gaurdian angel,
Mummy tells me your there,
Watching over me,
Keeping me safe,
Too my big sister I'll not meet,
Till we meet in heaven.
I found this poem which I think is lovely.
Gentle is the breeze that blows through your wings,
That keeps you floating to do special things,
To watch over me, to sleep at night,
So I dream peacefully you'll be there at first light.
If tomorrow starts without me
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see.
If the sun should rise, and find your eyes,
Are filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
The way you did today.
While thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you loved me,
As much as I love you.
And every time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
I hope you’ll understand,
An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.
She said my place was ready, in heaven up above,
And that I’d have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
I had so much to live for, so much that I should do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I wish I could have said goodbye,
And kissed and seen you smile,
I wish I could have stayed with you even for a little while.
But then I had to realise, that this could never be,
Now emptiness, and memories,
Would take the place of me.
But when I walked through heavens gates,
I felt so much at home,
And then the lord looked down on me, from his golden throne.
He said, “this is for eternity, but I will promise you,
Although your life on earth has passed, here life starts anew”
“I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
And since each days the same up here,
There’s no longing for the past”
My loved ones, please don’t grieve for me,
Coz I am truly free,
And I will wait for you to come and share my life with me.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here in your heart
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Love you!
Madisons birthday is on Sunday, if you were here you would be so excited getting ready for her party. Darling I wish I could of had parties for you. I miss you every day and wish you were here with me. I love you babes. xxxxx
Forever You are forever in my heart
That is where it starts
You are forever in my prayers
For I am the one who cares
You are forever in my Soul
Without you I am not whole
You are forever in my thoughts
That is why I am so distraught
Forever is a word that lasts to eternity
But forever is just empty when you are not here with me
Now you live forever but me I am alone
All I have is loneliness and an empty home
I do not know forever it is just another day
I cry and think of yesterday and what I did not say
Forever to me I still do not comprehend
Only when I die and my life will end
Then I will know forever and we will meet again
BLESS YOU ELLIE
I passed by and wanted to leave a hug for you.
A mum of 2 but should have been 5.
feel for what you must be feeling.
I send thoughts to you.
God bless your angel up above.
Take care.
x x x x
im so sorry 4 ur loss like u i lost my baby at 23 weeks this march an my life has nt been the same since but ur not alone being on here as given me strengh 2 carry on lots of love 2 u an ur family xx
r.i.p baby gurl
If tears cud build a stairway
and memories build a lane
id walk rite up 2 heaven
and place u in ur mummys arms again
sweet dreams princess ellie xx
take care mummy thinking of u all xx luv lynne xx
angels footprints
These are my footprints,
So perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints,
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint,
For now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant,
For other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints,
In the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
Of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints,
In each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
If you just give me a chance.
You will see my tiny footprints,
In the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
And call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints,
Are found on mommy's heart.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
We'll NEVER truly part.
xxxxxxxxxxxx SLEEP TIGHT PRECIOUS ANGEL xxxxxxxxxxxx
another angel gone too soon, watch over mummy and daddy angel and you will soon meet again, for the time spent here on earth is but a second of eternity in heaven. play happily in gods company and send mummy signs to know you are with her every second of the day.
my thoughts are with you at this sad time. take care and gos bless xx
The Cord
We are connected , My child and I
by an invisible cord, not seen by the eye
It's not like the cord that connects us til birth
this cord can't be seen by any on earth
This cord does it's work right from the start
it binds us together attached by my heart
I know that it's there , though no one can see
the invisible cord from my child to me
the strength of this cord is hard to describe
it can't be destroyed , it can't be denied
it's stronger than any cord man can create
it withstands the tests , can hold any weight
and though you are gone, though your not here with me
the cord is still there , but no one can see
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised , I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline as never before
I am thankful that God connects us this way
A parent and child, death can't take this away
Anon
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